Something of Myself

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Our scars are there to remind us that our past is real - Thomas Harris
posted by Pele at 6:41 pm

6 Comments:

wear u scars like medals worn in battle. everyday, life is a battle. and the scars, proof that uve lived

sometimes we want to run away from those very memories ... why? if we could take it then wont we be able to take it now. if we could live through the thing itself, why are we so afraid of the memories?

4:52 am  

That's a very good way of looking at it Prero. In fact, I love it much more than the original quote. Brilliant. Thank you.

10:49 am  

However, on second thoughts I realised that my emphasis was on the "reality" of it all. This or that has happened to me - here is the proof, look closely - this is the scar. Yes, you could see it as medals but the idea of a "medal" implies a sense of achievement. Scars, I think, on the other imply a form of failure, almost as if we have disappointed ourselves. Remember Paradise Lost? Satan comes out of it unscathed in the first couple of books. Life is not like that always. We often come out the hellish phases scathed - and the scars (as I see it) pile on...one after the other...like a palimpsest. But I like your way of looking at the whole thing... :)

10:54 am  

its like a car sweetie. u can keep it in the garage forever and it will be spotless. or u can take it out and drive the hell out of it ... it will get a lot of scrapes and dents ... but it will be a proud car - a car thats been out there and shown its stuff ...i dont know how to explain.

but what i mean is that, in living everyday - a thinking, feeling individual - will get hurt, will get scars - but they dont mean failure. not necessarily. a greater / more real failure is not having participated. the other kind is not real failure ... tai na?

6:41 am  

I really love your comments. Admirable. All I'll say is that its the whole thing about whether the glass is half empty of half full? We'll talk about it when we meet, ok? Jombe. Ki bolish?

4:33 pm  

:)

9:39 am  

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