Something of Myself
Thursday, September 08, 2005
No word like fuck when you are angry
I have so much anger within me. Where do I keep it? How do I lock it? Most importantly, why? It's going to come out one day. Soon. And I fear myself. Because I don't think when I am real angry. Because then I don't care who I am talking to. Because then I don't camouflage my statements with lies....sprinkled all over. I speak the truth. In its rawest. And of course, it hurts others, but hey, dude, inside me, it plays havoc. Adulterates my blood. Poisons my thoughts. Paralyses me.
I have so much anger within me. Where do I keep it? How do I lock it? Most importantly, why? It's going to come out one day. Soon. And I fear myself. Because I don't think when I am real angry. Because then I don't care who I am talking to. Because then I don't camouflage my statements with lies....sprinkled all over. I speak the truth. In its rawest. And of course, it hurts others, but hey, dude, inside me, it plays havoc. Adulterates my blood. Poisons my thoughts. Paralyses me.
9 Comments:
most people prefer to be treated badly but with truth than be treated nicely and with lies. actually dunno abt most people, but its def'ly true for me. something slimy abt someone being sweet to u if u can sense that they r not being honest all the way, dont u think so too?
anger is like acid, it erodes the container that holds it and burns everything that comes in its way. it can only destroy. it is good to be honest and speak the truth even when one is unhappy or angry. but not in a manner that it hurts others. whenever we hurt others we also hurt the relationship and ourselves in the process. destroying anything is very easy. building is where the challenge lies.
prerona - i agree budi ma. :)
anonymous - i know all this. most people do. :) but yeah, i liked your building-challenge perspective. and while i agree that anger destroys, i also believe that destruction is a part of life - needed. else what good would shiva be? ;)
shiva had the ability to contruct. he could and can destroy and give life.,. can you? you cannot even build a relationship after destroying it. so dont talk about shiva and when you know then why do you let anger poison and paralyse you... you must also know is it worth so much or not.
when the fuck did i say i was shiva? weird man..... chill dude. and just by the way how do YOU know that i cannot build a relationship after i have destroyed it? you think you know me well, but trust me, you know NOTHING about me...nobody ever can. dont try.
i have said you were shiva.. you bought his example.. and no one can build relationships after destroying them... and you are no different.. and who said i know you. i dont man.. and i dont think i want you also.good luck.
GPL? :) Grow up........
Belz
u agree? yes u always agree! surprised. no apologies? :)
Beyond it these days! ;)
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